Friday, January 2 2:03:00 am
24th NOVEMBER 2008-MY BIRTHDAY
u & me
**My Day - 24**
yrs had passed... i'v been waiting for this day... "my day"..
technically, i'v always waited..
dont u?
nevertheless, i'v been so woried & anxious 4 the comming age..
im 20 now
='(
i wasnt ready.. i aimed to be gud by the time im 20..
but plans didnt work out..
i'm too lazy
i wish i cud turn back time..
correct the wrongs..
erase & rewind
anyways
**Flashbacks**
longstoryshort
since 2004/5, i'v been crying on my bday..
i repeat>"my birthday"!!!
they hurt me ='(
especially
he(the x), mistreated me badly..
i tried to avoid reminiscing the past..
i wondered y my day turns out the worst out ov any date..
somehow my gudfren,amal reminded me
"myb u expect too much"n gave me a keychain as present. that ws bck in07.
then i figured, hell yeah she's ryt...
i craved too much hapiness..
expect 4 sum miracle 2 hapen..
wished pple to giv respects..
waited 4 attentions..
above all...i expect 4 gifts n surprises..
i was wasting my time 4 all that which i shudnt b...
i shud'v realize dat not all humans celebr8 bdays.....
so y shud i evn bother..
let bygones b bygones
coz my yester'yr(2oo8)
was the best..
screw u ex!!
my hbyduby made the day superspecial..
yeeehaaa!!
well i did warn him not 2 mke me cry..haha
few months b4 my bday i made him
do dis and dat on my bday..haha
bt it was just a joke..
he got worried...sian ='(
it was simple tho..
he fried me chips n eggs n (i 4got wat=s)
he gave me presents
which again i cnt remember wat ='( =D
sory hby..
he fetched me from college during lunch..
coincidently our bju same colour heee~
he let me buy n do wat i wnt..
i bought nasi bungkus lgi n redapple fruittea..
i ws damn hungry..
i didnt finish the food..cz i was full..the drink i mentioned.. i took only a few sip.. so bwa blik lh.. haha
time kn blik ksklh,hby gave me the shirt he wore..=) =) paknzz
den he exchanged with the shirt wit #24 infront..
he's too special...
u may tink dis is lame...but 4me its unique n special.. =D =p u'l neva understand..
bck 2 story
non ov my classmates gave me presents..we'r all broke.. haha..allowance hvnt cme out!!!
thats d only sad ting lh on my bday :) atleast~
shido gave me a bday note..hehe..it means alot 2me..
i&he succeeded..i didnt cry..he didnt make me =D
i tried being optimist the whole time..
bck home ws another story..i thought no body gona celebrate,,+idk n dnt wna..
im old..hahh... dnt wna burden..tym wasted, esp' money..
tq evry1...i'l post abt dis other tym =D
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